im starting to hate this!

From the depths I shall wait, in the darkness I shall sit, and then I will feel….feel the cold, dry, emptiness of this place. Once again I am alone, not a voice will I hear, not a thing will I see and no soul shall I sense. I feel left and abandoned like I’m not wanted but what is this that starting to build inside me? Cast off and neglected, I did not feel betrayed because this place has taught me something; I became comfortable because I have grown used to it….